i want hide it, but i can't

i want hide it, but i can't
i want to hide my feeling, angry, sad, confuse, but i can't
i want to hide my desire, to know u more, to be with u, but i can't

i want to hide my smile, my happiness, but i can't
and, i just do it, do what my heart say,
and,,, i just make conversation with my God, cause only Him know me more than anyone,,,